38. oLz's ;+u ljZjf;3ft

x/]s ;fn, ox'bLnf]slg km;xs kj{ dga}t 5nfx . O{ Plx laifo d] Ps6f pT;j 5n h] st]sf} ztfAbL klxg] k/d]Zj/ cf]s/f;es k'vf{;e s] ld;| b]z s] bf;Tj ;F 5f]8Þog] 5nlvGx . nueu tLg aif{ afb oLz' ;fj{hlgs ?k ;F Kf|rf/ s]gfO cf lzIff b]gfO cf/De sPnlvGx . oLz' ckg r]nf;e s] atf}nlvGx h] cf] cf]s/f;es ;+u o?zn]d d] km;xs kj{ dgfaP rfx}t cl5, cf Oxf] h] cf] x'gsf cf];e dfl/ b]t .

oLz' s] r]nf;e d] Ps6f s] gfd /xo ox'bf . ox'bf k|]l/t;es sf]if s] k|ef/L 5nfx, d'bf cS;/ cf] cf]lx y}nL d] ;F ?k}of lgsfln n}t 5n . oLz' cf r]nf;es o?zn]d d] kx'Fro s] afb ox'bf ox'bL cu'jf;e nu u]n . cf];e cf]s/f ls5' ?k}of s] abnf oLz' s] ks8Þaf b}o s] k|:tfa /vnlg . cf] hg}t 5n h] ox'bL cu'jf;e O{ :jLsf/ glx s/}t 5n h] oLz' j] d;Lx 5nfx . cf] hg}t 5n h] cf];e x'gsf dfl/ b]aP rfx}t 5n .

k|wfgk'hf/L s] sxnf s] afb ox'bL cu'jf;e cf]s/f xfy d] oLz' s] ks8Þafao n]n ox'bf s] tL; rfgL s] l;Ssf b]ns . O{ cf]lx k|sf/ e]n h]gf h] eljiojStf sxg] 5nfx Pgf xf]ot . ox'bf dflg u]n cf wg ns˜ rlnu]n . cf] oLz' s] ks8Þafao d] cf]s/f;e s] ;xfotf s/o n]n df}sf s] vf]h s/o nfun .

o?zn]d d], oLz' ckg r]nf;es ;+u km;xs kj{ dgf}nlvGx . km;x s] ef]hs aLr, oLz' /f]6L tf]8ÞnlvGx . cf] cf]s/f;e s] sxnlvGx, æO{ n˜ lno cf vfp . O{ xd/ z/L/ cl5 h] xd cxfF ;es n]n b}t 5L . O{ xd/ ofb d] s/a .Æ Plx k|sf/, oLz' sxnlvGx h] cf] x'gsf ;es n]n dl/t}g, cyf{t x'gsf ;esn]n cf] ckg z/L/ s] aln r9Þfb]t}lg .

km]/ oLz' Ps6f bfv/; s] s6f]/f nsP sxnlvGx, æO{ kLa lno . O{ gj jfrf s] xd/ n]x" cl5 h] xd axfPa ls k/d]Zj/ cxfF;es kfk;e s] Ifdf s/P . x/ a]/ O kLa}t sfn xd/f ofb d] O{ s? h] xd cvg s˜ /xn 5L .Æ

ta oLz' ckgf r]nf;e ;F sxnlvGx, æcxfF ;e d] ;F Ps uf]6] xd/f ks8Þjf b]t .Æ r]nf;e rf}+s u]n, cf k'5o nfun ls Pgf s] s/t} . oLz' sxnlvGx, æxd/f ks8Þafao jnf JolSt cf] cl5 h]s/f xd O{ /f6L s] 6's|f b]a .Æ ta cf] pm /f]6L ox'bf s] b˜ b]nlvGx .

pm /f]6L n]nf s] afb, ox'bf d] z}tfg k|j]z sPns . ox'bf lgslnso oLz' s] ks8Þafao ox'bL cu'jf;e s] ;xfotf s/afsn]n rlnu]n . O{ /flts ;do 5n .

ef]hg s] afb, oLz' cf x'gs r]nf;e h}t'g s] kxf8ÞL k/ rln u]n . oLz' sxnlvGx, ætf]F ;e cfh'[s /flt xd/f 5f]l8Þ b]ax . O{ lnvn cl5, …xd r/jfxf s] rf]6 s/a cf ;e e]F8f;e ltt/–lat/ e˜ hfPt .ÚÆ

kt/; hafkm b]nlg, æcfcf]/ s]cf] cxfF s] en] xL 5f]8ÞL b}ly d'bf xd cxfFs] glx 5f]8Þa .Æ ta oLz' kt/; s] sxnlvGx, æz}tfg tf]/f;e s] n]ao rfx}t cl5, d'bf x] kt/;, xd tf]/fn]n k|fy{gf sPnx'F h] tf] ljZjf; ;F glx xl6 hfP . t}Oof], cfh's /flt, d'uf{s afFu b]ao ;F klxg] tf] tLg a]/ xd/f OGsf/ s/ax h] tf] xd/f glx hg}t 5x .Æ

kt/; oLz' s] sxnlGf, æxd dl/ hfPa slynf glx, d'bf cxfF s] OGsf/ slxof] glx s/a .Æ afFsL ;e r]nf ;]x] sxns .

ta oLz' ckg r]nf;es ;+u u]t;dgL gfds :yfg d] u]nfx . oLz' ckg r]nf;e s] k|fy{gf s/o n]n sxnlvGx tfls z}tfg x'gsf;e s] kl/Iff glx s/o . ta oLz' :jo+ k|fy{gf s/o rln u]nlvGx .

oLz' tLg a]/ k|fy{gf sPnlvGx, æx] xd/ lktf, olb e˜ ;s}o t˜ s[kf s/L O{ b'Mvs Kofnf xd/f kLa glx lbc . d'bf nf]s;es kfk Ifdf s/o s] cfcf/f] sfgf] pkfo glx cl5 t˜, cxLF s] OR5f k'/f x'cP .Æ oLz' ax't Aofs'n e]n 5nlvGx cf x'gs k;Lgf n]x"s a"Fg hFsf uL/}t 5n . x'gsf ;fdYo{ b]ao k/d]Zj/ Ps6f :ju{b"t k7f}nlvGx .

x/]s a]/ k|fy{gfs afb, oLz' ckg r]nf;e nu cPnlvGx, d'bf cf];e ;'lt/xn 5n hF oLz' t];/ a]/ conlvGx, t˜ sxnlvGx æhfu' . xd/f ks8Þafao jnf Pt}o cl5 .Æ

ox'bL cu'jf;e, ;}lgs;e, cf Ps6f a9Þsf eL8Þs ;+u ox'bf cfPn . cf];e tnjf/;e cf nf7L;e n]g] 5n . ox'bf oLz' nu cflas˜ cf] sxns, æu'? k|0ffdÆ, cf x'gsf cf] r'ldn]ns . cf] ks8Þafaojnf JolSt ox'bL cu'jf;e s] hgfaon]n cf] Pgf sog] 5n . ta oLz' sxnlvGx, æx] ox'bf, h] tf] Ps6f r'Ddf ns xd/f ks8Þafao rfx}t 5]x <Æ

hFvg cf] ;}lgs oLz' s] ksl8Þ /xn 5n, t˜ kt/; ckg tnjf/ lgsflnso cf k|wfgk'hf/L s] Ps6f ;]js s] sfg sf6L b]ns . oLz' sxnlvGx, ætnjf/ s] b"/ /fv' . xd ckg lktf ;+u ckg arfa s/afsn]n :ju{b"t;e s] Ps ;]gf s] n]n ljgtL s˜ ;s}t 5L . d'bf xd/f xd/ lktf s] aft dfgo s] cl5 .Æta oLz' cf]lx JolSt s] sfg s] 7Ls sb]nlvGx . ta ;e r]nf;e efluu]n .